I hate my big mouth and my inability to gracefully tolerate rude, arrogant fucks.

I wish I didn't swear so much. I wish the hatred of my job didn't affect me so much - I wish I had MUCH higher tolerance for crap.

I want to sleep through this, but my anxiety is stopping me.

Went to the gym and burned 400.
Got my weight, height, and bdp measured.
Got taller, lost weight, more fat.
According to gym:
5'4.5, 118 pounds (w clothes) and 25% fat.
Yeah. I cried. But not in front of him.

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Nine minutes of commercials, one minute of The Simpsons, and then five MORE minute of commercials... Wtf Spain?

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I made Refried beans with chilies from my garden, and holy shitballs they are SPICY. Very proud of my creation :)

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Drank too much
Hate myself
Same story different day.
Generic useless piece of shit.

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I fucking hate certain noises. Dogs barking. People chewing. Ticking clocks. And ESPECIALLY the random ticking of radiators. These noises make me irate for some reason. And I am currently being subjected to the last and I'm really struggling to not loose my shit.

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Burned 800 at the gym, plus stretching and crunches.

Ate a 250cal teriyaki noodle salad from Tesco (fucking delicious btw) and a cookie.

I just found out that the cookie I greedily shoved into my fat mouth no more than 10 min ago was a shocking 320 calories.

So before I shower and rinse the stink off, I will kneel before my porcelain God and pray for ( Read more... )